Wednesday, July 08, 2009 Y
221 days without u...
More than half a year ago, i saw u, breathing your very last.
We were ignorant. Forgive us pls.
Watched Michael Jackson's memorial service on tv.
A wave of sadness swept past me.
It's not about MJ. It's the thought of your passing.
Still hurts to this very day.
Heard Paris Jackson spoke for the very first time about MJ being the best father,
Reminds me of how doting u were to us.
Everyone of your grandchildren, especially yong korkor, ah girl jiejie, mei and me.
Cos we were the 'residents' at your house and you were our care giver.
Playing together was such a daily routine for us cousins.
Even after we entered school, you made an effort to send and pick us up,
Although jiejie and me were in different sessions, just one level/year apart.
We're like your precious, interchanging us, with great love.
I wept. Of course.
I miss you.
And love you too.
Yours truly . . . 7/08/2009 09:52:00 PM